Amy (brayemoon) wrote in deardlish,

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Love and such

It seems that I have been lucky recently. That I have found someone that I can be with and talk to for hours and hours. Someone that understands me.

I think that I may be falling hard and fast for him.

Maybe the one.

And I know that he feels the same about me. We want to spend every second we can together. It feels so wonderful to kiss, to touch, to be together.

And I don't know what to do. Both of us have someone else. We both are engaged to someone else. And both of our others know about him and I. To an extent. Our situation is an odd one. We are both in open relationships, where we are allowed to have relationships with other people. To make it worse our significant others were the ones who introduced us.

Now all I can think about is him, not my husband to be. This is my problem.

I know that staying with the one I'm with while wanting to be with the one I want is wrong. But I don't want to leave the one I'm with just to be with the one I want. And doing nothing till something breaks is the wrong choice. From where I am I see no good option. I don't know what to do.

I need some good advice. And I need it soon.
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